"Perhaps the sequencing of events in a linear, less quantum interpretation exacerbates our inability to comprehend anticipatory projections of emotional responses, as our dogmatic beliefs that compel us to perceive others' reactions as really having so much to do with us are within the primitive manifestations of Ego; yet, in fact, we all react in response to cues that may arise unconsciously, even from genetic memory......" [My 'alter-ego, Veristes', explaining to my more volatile, emotional Self, why....against my protestations.....I, like other upright primates, am queried by that reactive gizzard of a brain stem, to shake the branches and stamp my feet, in frustration.....without a bead of sweat on my forehead, and without the gesticulations of limbs or digits......as my toes clinch the ground...] Perhaps, the Mona Lisa is thinking: "Fu*k, you!", but her eyes are smiling, as she looks away....to her thoughts....Does she know what these are? Perhaps, she has intellectualized her emotions, as she restrains her clinched left arm from reaction.....

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